Promise

I love this song please, it means so much!! That we should just go our way and not be affected by whatever or whoever that comes out way!!! =)

What you think about this?
I been holding it in now I'm letting it flow
What you think about this?
I'm gonna do my own thing yeah I'm flying solo so
Don't tell me how its gonna be
On my own
And the thing of it is
There's nothing round here that I'm gonna miss
Cause you're holding me down
I just wanna fly
There comes a time when I gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

There's a voice in my head
Telling me come on, come on, move on
There's a voice in my head
Telling me I know my right from wrong
They say what doesn't kill you can
Make you strong
Now I know what it means
You can try to bend but you ain't breakin my dreams
I'll be making mistakes
Comin up at a loss
I'll be tumbling down
But Like MC shake it off
I'll stay cool cause I know who's boss
Of me, myself, and I

And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

I'll keep movin even when the beat is gone (I will)
I'll keep doin what i got to do to carry on (I will)
So don't hold me down cause i'm gonna fly
and the time has come and gotta say goodbye
To the life that you see me in
Here's where I begin

And I promise myself
I ain't nobody's, I just wanna be free
And I promise myself
Even though it don't always come easy
Gonna learn from my pain
Never explain
Do it my way, that's what I say
Promise myself
I'm the only one who will believe me

Update

I am still alive people.. Missing my friends.. Lisa, Charity, Candice, Shi Hui, Swee Kee, Hazel and so many more.. Just got to meet up and catch up soon...

Missing Nigel, Mark, Ian, Delong, Chaplin, Keng Kee and so many many more..

Not having the best of time now, but i am glad for a great friend who has stood by me for these few weeks.. You know who you are, owner of Fei Fei.. =)

First Quadthlon

Today i survived my first Quadthlon with my relay partner Gregory! I am just so glad that we all crossed the finishing line.. The swim was really good as the sea was really calm and cool.. The only problem was that the slower swimmers were hogging the front, so i was some sort of ambushed by many.. Hahaz.. It was just a 500m short swim..

Then it was blading time! It was quite dumb that i wore my race chip inside my blades.. Now i got a blue black on the side of my leg just above the ankle.. Then when i thought i had a plan to take the bike form Gregory after his bike leg, the officials scolded us and that made us panic.. Then i suffered another bruise, same leg, maybe 2 fingers apart.. Hahaz.. First time i bruise like one ring sia.. Hahaz..

The sun was just getting hotter as the day went by.. I really salute the guys for running in such a hot weather.. You guys are my idol! Especially Tiong Han man, my偶像! Hahaz...

Okie, now got president's star charity, time to enjoy!! =) This week going to work like a mad dog again.. Just hope that i do not fall sick... Missing my Ianny!!

First Time..

Wha, Ian has finally got enlisted into Tekong!! And this is also my very first time stepping into Tekong!! Did not send my brother off as i had school on his enlistment and POP day... Went inside and it was an eye-opener man.. I guess as compared to the past, now it is in much better conditions.. Went in with Ian's mum.. She damn cool and steady can.. Hahaz...

Ian is in NINJA company!! All the best brother!! Though it is tough, i know you will survive through!! Saw Mr Poh too.. He shall be the pigeon messenger for me if i need to pass things to Ian.. Muahahaz!! Then we had lunch in Tekong and the food was not bad, though some items were too salty... Oh wells, better than combat rations i guess...

After that i went back to mainland and went to meet Nigel!! Have not seen him since my birthday and we just chat.. It was a great chat that we had at the Hong Kong cafe... We tried the Mango Shaved Ice and oh boy, it was really a MOUNTAIN of ice!! Hahaz.. After a while Han Wen came to join us!! Then we chat, talked about FTT and... Hahaz... First time only already kena check, this is call suay man... Hahaz.. Somethings are just not as bad as it seems i guess...

Then Han Wen left for his FTT and Nigel and i chat somemore... I am so thankful to have gather gather with him as he never fails to make me feel so comfortable and take a heavy truckload of shitty stuff off my chest.. I have gained new views and ideas on how to solve some matters and i am so glad i met up with him.. Thanks Gor, the chat sessions and sms has really allowed me to have a new perspective... I know you mean well and care for me, really appreciate it.. =)

My mood is so much better and lightened up now after the long nice chats i had recently.. =)